i know lately its been sort of a roller coaster, but who’s relationship isn’t sometimes? all i know is, it took me one 20 minute walk in the middle of the night through campus with him to make me realize.. i love everything about him.
i love the way he just gazes at me in the middle of my pointless stories, like nothing else matters. like there’s nothing more important in the world going on in that moment than my dumb story. or in the middle of the night, if he can’t feel me close enough in the sheets we’re tangled up in, he puts his arm around me and pulls me in tight. and on the weekends when he’s just sitting on my bed waiting for me to get ready, i’m scrambling around trying to hastily finish putting on make up or fixing my hair when he just calmly sits there, and says, “but baby, you’re already so beautiful..” i don’t know what in the world i did to get here but all i know is that there’s no better feeling in this life than to look up into the eyes of someone who loves you more than any novelist can describe in those love stories we so often chase after. he loves me, and i love him right back